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unreasonably down now,hmmm,many thoughts struck me,just bcz i couldn't find an exact answer. Ppl sometimes don't have to think logically right, for what i think, sometimes a person just have to throw away all the worries, doubts,problem and enjoy being yourself, do what you like, like no one's business. Why ppl have to be restricted by so many things ? Jz do it ! if you like to spin on a wheeled chair like a kid, jz do it ! ( like what i did, i was happy for that moment, cz i was like a kid, kid doesn't have worries ) Life is too short , as like what ppl say, if the problem can't be solved, why are u still worried about ? jz leave it. But i'm not saying that don't face the truth.

I jz wish to fulfill my roles as a student, a daughter, a friend of others,a mother of yoki (:D)....for i dont know when i would shut my eyes and leave this world.